Birthday Boy had a real great time. So did all of us! Decent dinner at Jaya 1. Theme, as back and red. Deep, I hate to say it but yeah, you look great with ur new top! Credits to Shira and Dharu aite? Oh yea and not to mention that I bought Mr Deep an awesomely cool Zippo! *wide smile. Went Blanc after that, a really last minute plan for me. Didn't even plan to go at first, but Dharu's psycho over my mind had me succumbed to join them for the rest of the night! Screw you Dharu, you are always good at it! No doubt. lol.

Woohoo! Singh the KING. Down lotsa lotsa shots, I mean thats our point right?...To make him out! Like totally out for the night. We kinda did it. Hahah. Guess its his first time so drunk, and Jesus! That fella puked on my leg! Ewh. I did not bash you up for that because you're the birthday boy. Feel great! XD. Sundeep, the night was all yours man. You rock babe! xoxo's

Not much pictures from Blanc. Camera being a bitch that night. Why baby why?? You broke my heart. Had to use my phone to take all the pictures. Sigh. Just few decent ones. ;D

With love,

Ciao~

Time flies, its been months. Yet, the feelings never fade, not even for a second.

You just left, leaving everyone behind. Especially me!

Not even saying Goodbye.

Calls were made, texts were sent, nothing. No reply, at all!

Months, I've been waiting...

Missing you every single day,

I couldn't stop myself from flashing back to the sweet old days we've been through.

The time when...

We first met, which till now I still really thanks Nicholas for that! And we already start teasing each other like we've been friends for sooo long which is actually just the first day! And remembering our first topic was N97! Nobody even knows what's that at that time but just us and we've been waiting to see who got it first and all. Apparently Im the one! Haah. Start hanging out in Rock and having lunch together all the time. Taking turns treating each other for your Big Ass Orange Juice and my Not-So-Big-Ass Water Melon Juice. Lol. Still remember once you bought me the German Tart which makes me so addicted to it. Hee. Oh yea yea! Never ever gonna forget the day when I straight hop into Rahul's car when Im on my way to college and u wind down the window asking me come along to AC which when I just knew you for like 3 days?! Lol. And thats when I get to know the whole gang and must to mention , KK the Kavin Kumar my other loveysss. I love teasing you Chinese Boy and you'll tease me back with my heels and all. Oh yeah btw, I stopped wearing heels already! XD. Still remember Wed is always our day for AC, after Eld. Always so excited for ELD class, we'll be having lotsa fun in that class and I'll update you with all my Storiessss. But! We just really hate Econs class because its freaking boring, and thats why we always sit together for Econs and do rubbish. Heeh. I like it that you always make fun of me but at the same time you're actually being so sweet and nice to me. I like it when you always tell me your biggest secret that no one knows and you actually trust me so much, that we actually just knew each other not that long. Hmm... think about it, now only I realize how clingy we were! ;D. The time when Me You and KK hang out together is the best part in college! The fun that we were having?? Geez! Awesome.

See how much we were having together before you left?? Or should i say disappeared.

Its just pain and hurtful... When everyone came ask me about you...

and all I can say is....I dont know.

Knowing that you're probably running away from everything, I never give up.

Still making calls and sending texts about how I feel.

All I want is just a reply, telling me whats going on...

I even dreamt about it and feel extremely disappointed when I wake up.

I never stop waiting, and...

You replied! Do you know how excited yet angry I am?!

My heart was pounding so fast...My brain stopped functioning for like 1 minute...I got so nervous and so many stuff pop up in my mind...So many questions so many stuff to tell that I got all so intensed...

It feels really really nice to finally get back in touch with you. REALLY.

Im so scared its just a dream, again.

But the next morning I woke up and saw your text telling me its not a dream...

Omg, that kind of feeling just cannot be verbalized!

Hearing your voice and start talking about all the stuff we've been through,

makes me realized how much I miss you!

Im so honoured that Im actually the first person you called. But, what took you so long?!

3 months...I've been waiting. I doesnt feel good at all!

At least you have guts to call and talk to me right now.

I forgive you for leaving me there hanging for 3 months. Just promise,

Don't ever do that again! Dont. I want this to last.

Cant wait to meet you again! Me, you, Kk... Anticipating that moment!

You and Kk are the 2 people I miss the most...and you guys mean so much to me.

Razim Zakri, you are one hell of a guy in my life! ;D

PS: You banyak bising tau?! Wait also cannot. See, I stopped studying to write you this nice post... So you know how important you are?? Better do something real nice for me! XD

With love,

Ciao~

Tonight's gonna be a good night....Yes indeed! lol. Doris's and Mershel's birthday celebration. What a blast! Had dinner at TGI. Its quite chaos in a way, everyone had a max fun tho! Cam-whored, is what we did basically. =p. Maison babeh! Thats our next spot after the decent dinner. Simply LOVE it! Clubbing is always my number one likey activity, heheh. One word, BOMB! That night literaly was the bomb! Everyone, enjoyed the fuck outta their mind. Doris was totally dead and out that night, you funny gurl! Haa. I was, hmm well...having lotsa fun! *grinning evilly. Awesome, is the perfect word.

MOCKS! what the hell... Its eating up my soul and killing my happiness from day to day! Guess no more post will be updated until out trials end. Which means around 1 month from now... Sigh...Bigger SIGH! and then, die....XD

With love,

Ciao~

Thank you Ivy-sweeling! Brought us to this awesome place which I have no idea it even exists. Sort of a very random plan. Funnyyy, as if we do not live life out of the randomness? lol. Nice food, nice place, cool people...need I say more how perfect the day went?! Did I mention the Cookies and Cream Milkshake? Jesus! Its orgasmic. No jokes honey. Taste like heaven dei. After lunch, which means Dave's. Dropped by Zara, grabbed one nice leopard print top in like 5 minutes, pay and left. Not even bother trying! Hmm...what can i say? Im just being the one and only good old Jynnnn... =p.

Back to Sunway. Big SIGH! Have to be studious and a nerd again. Mocks mocks mocks...Omg, Im so traumatized by that 5 letter word! God help Ausmations... lol

With love,

Ciao~

With love,

Ciao~

What if its true... What if the magnificent Heart.breaker got really hearbroken one day.

Unexpectedly! Something that even the Heart.breaker herself cannot explain why...

Of all, why now? Why 'you' ?

For the first time...her brain isn't functioning well, her mind get so fucked up...

It keep stucking in the Heart.breaker's mind, can't stop thinking about it every single time...

For the first time...she feels such strong feelings, really strong. Cannot be explained.

Its driving her crazy! Even when shes asleep...

For the first time...the Heart.breaker feels so much guilt in someone.

It makes her immensely regret for what she did that day. Genuinely sorry...

Karma...it does exist! Guess its hunting her right now...

For what the Heart.breaker did in the past.

Being a Heart.breaker isn't fun after all...

She never expect it to happen now or even will happen! But it just did...

She feels the pain, for once. The pain that even the Heart.breker herself couldn't describe.

She will leave the name of Heart.breaker, for 'you'...

Just let everything be the way she wants, and make her life less miserable.

Mocks is coming, she cannot bare this to happen right now.

Its breaking her down, nothing can get into the Heart.breaker's mind. One word, Shit!

P.E.A.C.E...

With love,

Ciao~

OMG. I cant believe its actually happening. Im using N97! The most awesome phone of all. I love you, Daddy! See, Im always right people. The first time I saw this phone was last year Sept through online and I knew its gonna be mine, MINE. So its true! Hahah. Before that I kept dreaming about it and now I totally couldn't sleep! Lol. Feel jealous people! Yeah man, I've got the coolest phone ever. Grinning*

Oh My God, isn't it Sexay?!?!

My sexay babe. Muah!

With love,

Ciao~

Hey dear darlings and honeys, Im genuinely sorry for leaving you guys out of my life by not updating my blog kay? Been really busy and lazy, basically I think Im gradually transforming into a pig. Or maybe some would say Im already one! Hahah. Omg, Jesus! Its a bad sign though. But hey, Im back alive again for blogging!

Went to support Azree/Kitty Cat. XD. Bump into Yang, Flirtable, Boring, Joyce, Steph and Grace. Joined them for the night instead of Sean, the cute one. Sorry babe! Anyways, some of the performances were good. Azree, you the bomb! Your dance was really good. Im so proud of you! ;D. But the back part was awesome! The last band rock down the whole MPH. Omg, I LOVE the last band. It was totally perfect! I repeat, PERFECT. I litterally melted straight on the spot. XD. Lead singer, freaking cool plus good, and the guitarist, Sid is damn cute. Hahah! What a perfect band right?? Its so obvious that they will win the best performance of the night, and they just did! Azree the kitty cat got the second price, congratz!

I almost lost my handbag! 2 phones, a camera and a purse were in it. Brilliant me went and put my handbag in the goodie bag and someone took the whole goodie bag away! Made an announcement and a guy came and returned it. Says he took it accidentally. Geez, he almost make me pee in my pants dei! I forgive him after all. Hee. XD. The night ended perfectly well...

With love,

Ciao~